Feelings

I feel like being alone with no questions, no "can I have some water?" and no listening to fussing from tired and sick children. I feel like giving someone at Caleb's work a piece of my mind. Maybe that will get the message across that I'm tired of him working long hours and on weekends. I know I sound ungrateful. I should be thankful that he has a job and that he's working hard to support his family. But I'm not feeling thankful today.

I'm feeling annoyed, saddened, and tired of all the baggage that people bring to the table about my pastor. Don't people have lives? Don't they have something better to do than post junk on facebook? Don't I have something better to do than read it all? I'm done reading about it.

I'm feeling sad that a friend's little baby is in the hospital. Praise God things the surgery went well but it's beyond hard to watch your little child in pain. Pray for a full recovery and that everyone can return home soon.

"My Grace is Sufficient" for every situation. I do believe that, but honestly I don't "feel" it all the time. Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands in the air and saying "just come back now! I'm ready for heaven!" And I doubt He wants us to be comfortable here anyways. We need to be reminded that this is not our home. I am reminded today.